Love is not so easily destroyed.

Real Love is forever.

Did you think I would hate you, I could never.

Were you trying to hurt me, I already hurt.

Did I hurt you, I am sorry.

Do you hate me, or were you being kind?

It would be easier to think you were afraid of me, of who I am, of What I am to you, of something, anything… than to think you hate me. But the things you said are pretty clear. You don’t fear me, you despise me. For reason I cannot understand, you hate me. Or… maybe, you think it some strange kindness, an attempt to manage my heart with psychology. But I could never hate someone I Love. I could never see you as a monster, as you have painted me. I could never think anything but the world of you. Because you were that foreign country that you’re always going on about, to me you were that distant place I long to travel to. Perhaps the reason I have no interest in such distraction, is because I find it in people, I find it in you… Love is that to me.

I’ll not regret Loving you, I’ll not give in to loss. but I hear you loud and clear. You want nothing to do with me, not my friendship, not my voice, not my face, nothing. So I’ll be nothing to you, and in my heart you’ll be that empty space. That space that I carry with me because I remember something good once lived there. That emptiness that belongs to me, because even if I have lost what once was there, I can at least hold on to this.

I failed you. You warned me from the beginning, over and over, and I said I wouldn’t let that happen. But still, I failed you. And for that if nothing else, everything you said, everything you feel, I deserve that. Because I should have done more, I wish I could have. I wish I knew how to fight for you. How to love you in a way you could accept. I wish I could be the person you wanted me to be. But I know that I cannot. I am who I am, and you don’t much care for that person. Ill always wonder how I could have stayed true to myself, and still give you what you needed. But that wont change anything, its just regret. Regret that I hurt you, regret that I let you down, regret that I didn’t do better.

What else is there to say? Everything. Nothing. I’m not sure… I’m Sorry. I hope you never hurt again. I hope you find your happiness. I hope you have a wonderful life. I hope you find someone who Loves you as much as I do, in the way that you want. I hope you have your every dream and wish come true. I hope your life is just as beautiful as you, and more so… every day more so than the last. I hope you everything. I’ll always miss you, so I’ll always be thinking of you and hoping these things. Because no matter what, I want you to be happy, because I’ll always Love you. Bye.